One would think that the pandemic would have allowed me the opportunity to clean up my desires for this page. In reality, had I made that particular task a priority, I would have. However, I spent the time isolated from loved ones and normal activities contemplating what my job situation would bring. Time that I am afraid went unremarkably, poorly spent. While gaining clarity about the things that I no longer wished to tolerate in life, I neglected to begin the boldly envision those things I desired more of. So, here we are, nearing the end of the isolation that the pandemic brought about and I am no more clear about my life’s trajectory than I was a year ago. (Ok, I exaggerate.)
I am clearer on a few things that I was fuzzy on in March of 2020. First, my degree at University of Miami in Education and Social Change is complete. I was conferred in August 2020 and I marched, via a virtual ceremony, in December 2020. That process revealed the work that needs to be done to gain equity in the U. S. Education system. I decided that I’d rather pursue policy change than spend my time teaching in the classroom. Therefore, I am carefully weighing a law degree and looking at taking the LSAT in the fall.
The second thing I am clearer on is that I thoroughly enjoy time outdoors and I love traveling. I definitely want to incorporate more of both in my life. I have gotten into a habit of spending more evenings on my deck. I love the time to sit and think while appreciating the sunset or the night air, sometimes the morning sun. I find that the time out under the sky makes everything richer and more fulfilling. Then, there is the question of travel. I have rediscovered the urge I had as a youth to see the world. Therefore, I am already looking at where I would like to go when I can travel again.
The last thing the pandemic has made me clear about is my circle of influence and the people who are important to me. There has been a lot of loss in my life over the last year. Some of those I thought I would grow old leaning on are no longer here for me to seek their council. Some of those who I thought I could count on proved that they were not in my corner while others rose from the ashes of those charred relationships to forge new bonds. I am extremely grateful for the sifting that took place. I’m stronger and more assured that the people in my life are there for me as I am there for them.
All in all, I’m ready to get out and see all the things I have come to deeper appreciate over the last year. I’m eager to ride off into what I think will be some of the best days of my life. I’m excited about the changes I see and the ones that I have yet to behold. 2021 is already off to the best possible start and I’m certain that there is something even more incredible just around the bend.
